Out of The Blue

What a strange night to hear from you the way I did after so long I wish the impetus was different but still the talk was good Better than I had imagined. Regardless you sounded great and I know the mixed feelings. I'm feeling them right now.

A Well Built Original

A.A. tells me I'm well built. Edward Junsay said more than once that he was afraid I'd end up with a better body than his. It's only taken 2 months he said it'd take longer What was once a thing of shame is now only putrid and a constant work in progress

Something to Think About

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

Edward Junsay, I wonder if it's even occured to you that your name is forever ruined now. It will forever be associated with the things you've done and said and the lies you've told . . . At least, that is, until I decide to remove it from public view. I don't think you thought of that have you? That was always the goal Eduois Jieux Pahn, humiliating you publicly. Then again, you didn't need my help for that did you? You were able to do that all on your own, huh? You just don't get it.

Phuzzehlogik . . . it's the best kind of logic

Stripped . . .

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

Oh poor Edward Junsay . . . Here you are stripped of your credibility. Looking fake. Your acts of desperation are just that acts of a desperate man. Why don't you come to your senses and quit being so stubborn? What've you got to lose now your Pride? I make a much better friend than enemy. It's silly of you to put Thomas Clark up to your Dirty work . . . he's not NEARLY as much fun as you are when you are stuck in a corner . . . you remember the corner, don't you Eduois Jieux Pahn?

Phuzzehlogik . . . it's the best kind of logic!

Such An Ending

Posted By Sean E. Melton

Are you sick, Edward Junsay? Are you mad Edward Junsay? You still don't understand why I loathe you why I left you. Who'd ever think it such a squalid little ending watching you descending just as far as you can go how you ever get this far before you showed us who you really are?

Phuzzehlogik . . . . it's the best kind of logic!!!

My baseball cap

The Mysterious Damien Winters STRIKES . . . again???

well Damien (Edward) I hate to disappoint you . . .

I am not sure why you are even driving this on . . .like I told you Damien (ahem . . . Edward Junsay or is it Thomas Clark?) we're done with you, we have no time for you anymore . . A.A. J.K., L.H., C, B, myself . . and everyone else who's weighed in on this MATTERS now. Edward John Soqueno Junsay NO LONGER MATTERS, least of all to me (so get that through your head) he's a joke to us. A meal ticket. I already told you so I am not sure why you aren't getting this through your head. Unless of course you like the attention you like the drama of it all . . You were always like that. Saying you weren't drama, well that's all you are. I mean think about it. You can't even talk to me as you Edward you have to have one of your split personalities do it . . . bwahahah lame you are

I don't have time for you anymore seeing as that you refuse to address the most banal questions that are asked of you like:

1) are you denying that Edward is a compulsive liar?

2) there is more than enough evidence showing that Edward Junsay is a Con Artist and a fraud . . . why defend him?

3) do you know how to read? I mean I have already stated the information on the blog that you are reading is NOT the whole of the evidence against \ . . . so why pretend like it is? Take and a reading lesson . . and then start with the MASTHEAD (that's the part at the top of the blog where I tell you straight out . . not everything is there . . you're really foolish, but then again you always were weren't you Edward Junsay (Damien Winters)?

yes there are grounds to press charges by me and by everyone else who Edward Junsay affected check with your local authorities if you don't believe me being a Fraud and a con artist is enough right there, but I mean Edward, you discussed my murder with Justin Finklestein Just, during a wire transaction, that right there is at least two Federal Rico Charges . . . . Edward Junsay (you) . . . aren't entitled to know anymore about any of us. You are a crook, a thief, a con artist a fraud and a manipulator so live with it and move on we have.!



As for LOGO . . we've already been paid.

As for you . . .

On your way there is no time left for you.

You've been relegated to the SPAM file.


P.S.- your words have betrayed you one too many times Ed. give up.

spelling and grammar? Like I have time to worry about you anymore . . .this coming form you? the person who describes himself as someone who is a master of adjectives? lol Ed you're laughable. your use of the English language is suspect at best . . never once have you said something describing yourself in the correct way. once again it boils down to semantics with you doesn't it?

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Damien Winters <damien_winters_2003@yahoo.com>
Date: Feb 22, 2008 11:01 PM
Subject: Re: Fake Edward MySpace Profiles
To: Sean Melton <smelton415@gmail.com>

Sean,

You have no abilities to press charges. The money transfer took place between Justin and Edward. If Justin feels that he has been conned of his money, it is Justin's responsibility to follow up with a lawsuit--not you! You need a reality check as well as a spelling and grammar check too.

Continuing to hope you do not get a dime from LOGO,

-DW (Thomas Clark)

----- Original Message ----
From: Sean Melton <smelton415@gmail.com>
To: Damien Winters <damien_winters_2003@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 21, 2008 10:32:14 AM
Subject: Re: Fake Edward MySpace Profiles

In a message dated 02/21/08 10:24 AM:

"lol yes . . Edward Junsay is a criminal . . . what do you call wire fraud? what do you call international wire fraud . . you're an idiot. and the "we" constitutes me and several of his "close" ex's now mister winters/ Edward Junsay whomever you are . . . quit trying to defend yourself . . if you haven't noticed I'm done with you. I got my money and your boy now you are your ex's problem and the laws . . . as for Miss using of ellipses . . .before you cast stones prick . . learn to speak the English language.

Have a nice day and keep reading . . . "

In a message dated 02/21/08 10:30 AM:

"I never said Edward Junsay had HIV dumb shit . . . try again . . .yes I am vindictive . . .very very very vindictive . . .vindictive to a fault. I am vindictive to the point of posting nude pictures of a complete loser and a fraud ( Edward Junsay). . . and I never claimed any sort of nobility . . . so you are saying nothing I don't know . . . oh and the story to LOGO, it's hardly a slanted one . . . if anything I don't do Edward Junsay anymore harm than he's already done himself.. . . you still haven't addressed Edward's COMPULSIVE Pathological lies? why not? I mean I'm not the only one he's lied to? what about Justin Finklestein in England that Edward Junsay has bilked money out of . . . so if he is not a criminal how do you justify that? Hmmm, you know just for you DAMIEN . . I'm going to let the law have it now (or have I already?). . . I'm going to turn it over to the police and allow them to look into it . . . will that make you feel better and if they decide (or have they decided) that Edward has broken the law . . then you can write your cute little emails to them and see what they have to say in response . . .

in the meantime . . . there is no further need for you to write . . . all of your emails and your I.P. Address have been forwarded to the authorities and my attorney.

Peace be with you Edward Junsay (Thomas Clark)!"

In a message dated 02/21/08 10:32 AM:

"one last thing . . you obviously have not READ anything . . . one because you don't have the full story and if you are taking Edward's WORD on anything you are being lied to. would you like to speak to the rest of the people Edward Junsay has lied to? I'd be more than happy to arrange a meeting for you. :o)"

On 2/21/08, Sean Melton <smelton415@gmail.com> wrote:

I never said Edward had HIV dumb shit . . .try again . . yes I am vindictive . . very very very vindictive . . vindictive to a fault vindictive to the point of posting nude pictures of a complete loser and a fraud . . . and I never claimed nobility . . . so you are saying nothing I don't know . . oh and the story to LOG hardly slanted . . . you still haven't addressed Edward's COMPULSIVE Pathological lies? why not? I mean I'm not the only one he's lied to? what about Justin Finklestein in England that Edward has bilked money out of . . . so if he is not a criminal how do you justify that? Hmmm, you know just for you DAMIEN . . I'm going to let the law have it now (or have I already?). . . I'm going to turn it over to the police and allow them to look into it . . . will that make you feel better and if they decide (or have they decided) that Edward has broken the law . . then you can write your cute little emails to them and see what they have to say in response . . .

in the meantime . . . there is no further need for you to write . . . all of your emails and your I.P. Address have been forwarded to the authorities and my attorney.

Peace be with you Edward!

On 2/19/08, Damien Winters <damien_winters_2003@yahoo.com> wrote:

If you weren't being vindictive, you would not have broken into his phone and online accounts and posted nude photographs of Edward or manipulated his voicemail message several times. If you were such a noble person the idea of selling your slanted story to LOGO would make you sick. However it seems you lack character and would rather make a feeble attempt at retaliation against Edward to an audience who most likely just doesn't care. I hope that the folks at LOGO dump your story due to the lack of logical sense and drama and that you don't receive a dime.

-DW

P.S. Edward does not have HIV

----- Original Message ----
From: Sean Melton <smelton415@gmail.com>

To: Damien Winters <damien_winters_2003@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, February 13, 2008 10:20:13 AM
Subject: Re: Fake Edward MySpace Profiles

who's being vindictive? me No? you see I am the face of about 12 people +1 who are after Edward for his past and what he did to them?. . and I stand to make of money off of him . . . his story . . our story if you will . . .and that's what I intend to do. As for you what does any of this have to do with you? who are you to him and why would you want to defend someone who gives people diseases? lies to them? cheats on them? cons people? why are you not seeing these things? Unless of course like I've already said . . you are him? In that case . . Ed do you have HIV? We are really dying to know

On 2/11/08, Damien Winters <damien_winters_2003@yahoo.com> wrote:

Why do you persist in harassing Edward? Why don't you focus your energies elsewhere, such as finding another Asian you can obsess over, take photos of, hack their phone and email and blog and post your voyeur photos? If you were really so secure, you wouldn't stoop to such behavior. Only vindictive, insecure, pussy fags such as yourself take issue. Get over it.

-Damien Winters

----- Original Message ----
From: Sean Melton <smelton415@gmail.com>
To: damien_winters_2003@yahoo.com
Sent: Wednesday, February 6, 2008 5:45:35 PM
Subject: Fake Edward My Space Profiles

Do you actually Think I care about that? The "FAKE" My Space profile was put up for a reason . . . and can be put up again and again and again if need be. It was put there for a reason and what are you playing Edward's White Knight? why would you want to defend a loser like him? why would you go out of your way to protect a liar and a fraud and a cheat? and a user? I mean it';s funny you see I am taking the brunt of this but there are far more people involved in this who are accusing Edward than me Mister Winters.

Perhaps you should rethink who you are "Defending" and know that if you keep defending him . . . you are making a HUGE mistake that will ultimately end up costing you . . .

I hate to disappoint you, but honestly I think you are a little too late. IN coming to Edward's Defense. On the same note, I (meaning me and the other folks who have had it with Edward's lies) are also to late . . . so mind your business elsewhere bitch . . or better yet . . . why don't
call if you have something to say . . I'm sure you can get my number from Edward . . .

KEEP READING . . .
--
Phuzzehlogik!

It's The Quad!

Okay I guess it was a Christmas drink but I am now officially hooked on the peppermint white mocha specifically a non fat quad extra hot peppermint white mocha. And yeah it's that good.

This one's for you DAMIEN!

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

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Stupidity In Action

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

"There is nothing more horrifying than stupidity in action." Adlai Stevenson. Well there is some definite truth in this I tell ya. Just ask damien_winters_2003@yahoo.com he claims to know ALL about what's stupid with Edward Junsay and what not. God bless all the know-it-all's

People

It's funny to me the way some people come off. There was this guy this morning lookin good. This guy had it all going on and then some. Style. Sex appeal. Looks. Then he opened his mouth to speak. Oh my god. Can you say congested mickey mouse? LMAO!!

The Red Moon

Well with ve Total Lunar Eclipse in just a few minutes and the fact that the moon for time will be RED I wonder is Edward Junsay drinking tonight? He claws said he'd only drink when the moon was RED. Here's your chance homeboy. Happy Lunar Eclipse!

A Little Help!

I need a benefactor. Plain and simple. Some line soul willing to help out with a little cash money and not ask for anything in return. Any takers? Eh didn't think so

A Little Help!

I need a benefactor. Plain and simple. Some line soul willing to help out with a little cash money and not ask for anything in return. Any takers? Eh didn't think so

Good Night

Yeah mine. A.A.is mine. I never would have guessed it considering how we came about. you know something? I wouldn't have it any other way. He'll never see what he lost in me and He'll never have the chance to know what it is he never had in you.

Going With The Flow

So I guess there are some pretty exciting things going on between A.A. and I. I'm a little scared because well this isn't something I'm used to at all. I can see what happened and where. So A.A. and I decided to see where the flow will take us. :)

Monkey Junk

So apparently the key word for the day is monkey. All day long I've been hearing about monkey's in one way or another. weird. Very weird.

Disturbing. Real disturbing

I had the most disturbing dream about Edward. It's only the second time I've ever dreamed of him EVER but the dream was dirty and I mean real dirty. Ugh not cool. Get out of my dreams you heathen! Unless of course you can make those dreams come true.

Yay! A.A. :-)

I heard from A.A. Finally! He messaged me through myspace which is fine. At least I heard from him. His phone is acting up again apparently. I'M RELIEVED. I was stressed out and what not but things are good. All's right in the universe again. :)

T Mobile Sucks!

Oh my god T Mobile sucks long and hard! They don't disclose anything as far as how they Double Bill when it comes to adding features like text messaging. yes folks they bill you two months at a time. That's really screwed up.

Where's The Beef?

The USDA recalled close to 143 million lbs of beef processed by a meat packing plant in Chino. The beef came from downed cattle that couldn't walk on their own to their deaths in the slaughterhouse. Something to be said for salads. Can you say SALAD?

Full Disclosure

I never told you this. Maybe you figured it out by now. I'd hope so regardless here it is spelled out for you. Everytime I caught you in a lie I took something from you. Something you cherished like your Sailor Moon videos. They're great. Thanks! :)

Edward Junsay Update

Who cares? His story's told. It's been handed off to a team of professional writers/ researchers who are doing the treatment for the "Finding November" script I've started the novel of the story and thanks to Ed i've met the greatest guy. Thanks Ed!

On Opinions. . .

"Opinion is that exercise of the human will which helps up to make a decision without information" - John Erskine

Happy Presidents Day!

To all the Presidents living and dead Happy Presidents Day gentlemen without you the U.S. Probably wouldn't be the place it is now. A country full of decadence and debauchary just the way I like it. Long may you wave boys. Long may you wave!

Have you SWATTED Today?

Ok this is twisted as if 911 operator's jobs aren't CRAPPY enough now there are lame as kids using their computers to make these calls to 911 that are totally bogus. The calls usually originate from out of state and are always heionus in nature.

Down Side

I'm begining to see how there could be a down side to all of this. I ask if it matters . . . You returned the question I said no but now I see there might be some problems with this. I've grown fond of you though I should've known better. Who knew?

The Longest Day

Why the hell does it feel like this day will never end? It feels as though it just keeps going on and on and even now it's only Damn 830! Ugh and tomorrow is President's day! I have long weekends!

That one moment

And you find eternity. And you look at it embrace it and then send it on it's way. And you continue on your journey looking for what can't be found.

Shadows and Light

Your here. I'm here. Alks right in the world. And that's hot. :-)

Going Blue. . .

The world has made a decision in the war on the media front. And the Blu-ray Disc has won. Wal-mart will exclusively sell the product. NETFLIX will carry the media and Best Buy will prominently showcase. . . The clear winner Blu-ray. . . Yay!

Everyday Is Saturday

But I can't wait for Sunday morning. Up early this morning. Couldn't really sleep too many things in my mind. A.A & me what all this means. How we ended up here. Do I like him for him or am I liking him as a way to get back at Edward? Is KIANA right?

Bad. REAL BAD

Ugh whitney what'd you have go and tell me all that for? Here I thought it was the Hollywood ending!

Delusions of Grandeur

From me to A.A. -"well i'll let you keep your delusion about me if i can keep mine about you."

Disenchantment

Like all dreamers I confuse disenchantment with truth - Jean-Paul Sartre

All I Got To Say Is. . .

BOOYAH! Ha ha ha I win. All over again! oh my dear Mr. JUNSAY I've succeeded where you failed YET AGAIN! and I know it's gonna hurt this time. When you find out what I've got that you'll NEVER have. I guess it's wrong to gloat. But man it feels great

Three Years Later

Finished. This afternoon at 2 42 p.m I achieved my greatest accomplishment to date. after three long years I Finally finished my dissertation is done. Proof read and sent to the editor. Next step? Rereading it and preparing for April's defense. proud

You Am Legendary

"everything Edward Junsay told us is like that," John said. "Truth and mistakes and outright lies all mixed up." "The technical term for it is 'legend-making,' " Sean said with a thin, strained smile.

Oh My God!

Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god can you say HOT! Hot hot hot no sexy. Sexy works perfectly. Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god. I'd show you but uh it'd take away from my spiraling out of control over edward

Not always

Not always shall you be what you are now. You are headed towards something great and I am on the road with you and therefore I love you.

URGH!

What happens when the thing that unites a group of people is your ex? How do you overcome that barrier? There's more to talk about than him. He's no one to us anymore. Just the butt of our jokes. But still. How do we graduate to us and let him go?

Valentine's Day

Bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored. . . Oh my god why didn't anyone tell me it would be like this?

Too Late To Apologize

I HATE apologies. I HATE them because most people say they're sorry for the wrong reasons or without knowing what the hell it is they're apologizing for. If you're not sure what you're saying you're sorry for then don't. If you're not sorry then dont

What The Fuck?

I am at Starbucks I ask the guy at the register whether or not there are any breakfast sandwiches left. He says no. I don't believe him. So i ask him to check. In his best dramatic voice he says Check where? The fridge princess. guess what was there?

On The Menu

Oh my GAWD! The Hat in Brea . . . So good. Sammy took Jessica and I there for lunch today. I haven't had a pastrami like that in forever. So good. So bad for me too. Ugh i'm feelin it now. Sammy is such a nice guy. He's got a crush on Jess. :)

Mother Nature Gone Wild.

Ok the weather straight up fucked up. I mean from 80 to 45 and rain? Ugh does not make for a real healthy anything. Come on it was shorts and flip flops day before yesterday and now we're back to layers. Ugh. Here I was fighting a cold to begin with.

Gone

Now that your gone I canx finally breathe and now that you're gone your free. Free to go and make a mess of everything. Now that you're gone. :-)

I'm on Nobody's Side

Never be the first to believe Never be the last to deceive Never take a strangers advice Never let a friend fool ya twice Nobody's on Nobody's side

Let's Play Master And Servant. :)

Only the who hurts you can make you feel better. Only the one who inflicts the pain can take it away. We only hurt the ones we love.

Listen To Me

listen cuz I know what I'm sayin He's just another boy addict Stop you better shake him off before he gets ya got Stop he'll only do you up Well I was Damn near addicted i got into trouble caught in a bubble He's dirty to the bone Beware of the dog

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Another lame Hallmark Holiday brought to by Wal-mart The Walt Disney Company and American Greetings! Wishing you a Happy Valentine's Day and remember if you love your Valentine you shouldn't have to buy them nothing cuz it makes em a whore! Ha ha ha!

Justification

In explanation of cause is not a justification by reason. - C.S. LEWIS author

It's About Damn Time

The Hollywood writers strike has ended after a three month strike. It's about time. Now they can get back to work writing CRAP that no one watches and everyone complains about. WOOT WOOT!

I wonder why

Here i am telling your dirtiest secrets. backed up by your past. i tell you the easiest way to end it is to talk but you refuse. When are you going to see the light? If you want it stopped then talk. Or are you just being a coward?

Case #5136421

All I got to say is who would've thought? A V.S.B.L. 350 ha ha ha oh this is gonna be fun. Fun fun. :)

FUHREEEEZZING!!

Oh my fucking god. It goes from sunny and 80 degrees yesterday to whatever it is today. It's all overcast and gloomy and something like 50 degrees. Ugh cold cold cold. I hate the constant changes in the weather. Hate it. I WANT spring here already!

Opening Lines

Walt Disney famously once said "I only hope we never lose sight of one thing. That this was all started by a mouse." Mice by their very nature are skittish shy timid creatures. Edward Junsay is neither shy nor timid. Skittish he most definitely is!

So apparently . . .

according to Edward's White Knight . . Damien Winters (does that not sound fake to you?) he enjoys watching me spiral out of control . . . sounds like an Edism if there was one . .  meanwhile hmmm spiral out of control? hardly . . . finishing the game definitely. It's funny because what Edward and apparently Damien Winters haven't figured out yet is that there are about 12 people who are talking. 12 foplks whop are giving up Edward Junsay's ghost. 12 people who don't know each other who have nothing in common other than Edward Junsay .  .  . and they are all talking . . . to me :)

 

Telling me their sytories about Edward's con-artistry about Edwards STD's and other fantastic material . . . all for Edward's story . . . I wonder do you realize how much of a criminal he is???

--
Phuzzehlogik!

Six in The Morning Sick

I'm Sick and exhausted. Tired stressed. Got a cold. I put on my happy face each day it falters a little. I'm not sure how much longer I can do this. AA and JK Are worried. AA is too cute he keeps saying to eat. No urge to kid. Hold me instead :-)

Live and Let Live

You know Babylove Knowing what I now know I could've forgiven everything. I can forgive everything. I do forgive everything. Knowing what I know now i wish we would have been able to communicate better. Because it was all fixable it was all workable.

Early Morning Tired

Fell asleep talking to A.A. Last night. He's a great guy. Amazingly sweet. And so much more than Edward. We were laughing at the idea of what Ed would think if he knew we were talking. A.A. Said it doesn't matter he took advantage of us. His loss. :)

Like Hell!

Oh god yes I look like hell right now. Unshaven. By like three days. It's been a good weekend though. Tahoe was fun. Spending time with A.A. Was the best. Talking about doing the Tyra Show with J.K. Was interesting. All in all good weekend. NIGHT

Opinions

If we knew where opinion ended and fact began we should have discovered I suppose the absolute. - Alec Waugh Author (1898-1981) My question then is what is the fact and what is the absolute and where do the two meet?

No more Smackdown!

This is sad. The CW is getting rid of WWE's Friday Night Smackdown after a decade of being on the air.This sort of sucks because watching wrestling became a highlight of the time I spent with Ed. He enjoyed sharing it and it was fun watching him.

Ignorance Is Bliss!

To maintain one's ideals in ignorance is easy. - Uta Hagen actress 1919 to 2004 well huh. Ain't that the MUTHA fucking truth. By the way trip to Cerro Coso coming up soon. Anyone down?

The Whirl of Life

Huh nice horoscope today. Real nice actually. It's pretty much on the money and that makes me happy. :) good friends old and new. Great relationships great prospects coming my way no drama and yeah nothing but good times. I wish ya'll the same. You 2

Ugh

I need to shave. I have shaving when it's cold. It hurts. Ha ha

EDWARD HILTON?

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

Ha ha get a load of this SHIT! What the fuck? Paris is that you Bitch? Girl you don't look so hot. What happened? I'm sorry could Edward Junsay look anymore like a flaming queer? Ha ha oh SHIT! YOU were a stud once look at you now. you go girl!

Damage Control

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

God I fucking LOVE my publicist! Nothing more to say than that. I fucking love my publicist! Ha ha ha oh yeah.

Awwww

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

I lovez him. He's the most beautiful baby in the world!

Sarcasm

"We are suffering from too much sarcasm" - Marianne Moore, American poet (1887 to 1972) truth be told. Girl knew what she was saying. I'm far too sarcastic and have made it a point to watch myself and become a nicer person to those i care about.

HILLARY WINS CALIFORNIA AND MASS.

Go Hillary girl beat ties asses! Hillary's who was 54 percent to 37 percent. The woman rocks! My god she's nearly as powerful as Oprah ha ha ha hmmm i can't wait for her ultimate win. The first female president and that's sexy.

TAKING STOCK IN THE BATTLE OF THE THRONE

Taking stock Battle of The Thrones. I got the money. I got the friends. I got the last word. I got the last laugh. There isn't much left for you to claim. You can't claim honesty you're not. You can't claim integrity you have none. Game Over NINJA.

who is Damien Winters?

Don't know who he is Don't care Ur white knight is 2 late Edward U think this is all me Babylove I got a grip of ur "friends" backing me it's 2 late now White knights aren't helping anyone Thanks 4 the friends tho I'll treat them better than u did.

To The Victor The Spoils

The King of Forgetful Thinking chose to take on the King of Wishful Thinking in a Battle Royale. In the game of thrones you either win or die there is no middle ground. In this case wishes came true. As the victor i claim the spoils. Say Goodbye now.

The Id

The id will NOTwtand for a delay in gratification. It always feels the tension of the unfulfilled urge. -- Sigmund Freud

Obsession

I'm tired of getting stupid comments from u fools telling me i'm obsessed when the truth is what ur seeing here on Phuzzehlogik is pretty much bullshit. None of this is written for u. If u geniuses bothered 2 read u'd kno but that would be 2 easy.

Withheld Phone Calls

Ain't nothin but bad news. Kinda like getting a bill in the mail every month. You know what it is but you still don't want to see it. So withheld calls just get the button. I love the button. So fast. So easy. So convenient.

Christmas in February

In figure only in Long Beach will they decide to get a jump on next years Christmas decorating by utilizing last years SHIT now! Ha ha ha oh man that's funny.

Fire!

Ha ha ha oh man I was on my way to dinner talking on the phone to my friend Alex. I kept telling him Alex I smell Smoke. Turns out the smoke was coming from me I managed to set myself on fire. Since I don't smoke though the question i wonder is how?

A Moment of Regret

There are times like this where I wish I could stop this and in back to before I knew anything back to November I guess back to when loving you was easy. I'm in to deep now I know to much. You know that now it has to be finished. I'M SO SORRY EDWARD.

My Reply to Edward Junsay's ANONYMOUS Comment

Posted by: Sean E. Melton

Oh Edward, yes I am a Psycho and you are a Socio-path and now the two shall meet. Edward, in case you were unaware . . NICE GUYS don't post comments about themselves . . . especially ANONYMOUSLY. NICE GUYS don't lie to their boyfriends . . . ALL THEIR BOYFRIENDS . . . EVERY BOYFRIEND THEY'VE EVER HAD. NICE GUYS don't cheat. NICE GUYS own their responsibilities. A nice guy doesn't CON people in foreign countries (Justin Finkelstein) into "LENDING" them money that they have no intention of repaying. AND . . . I NEVER SAID YOU WEREN'T a nice guy. As a matter of fact I do believe that you are a nice guy. I always have believed that. It's the person I fell in love with. That NICE GUY. I also believe that you are a sweet guy. I think you are a funny guy and a handsome guy and witty and sexy and every other great thing out there, on the flip side you are also a LIAR a CHEAT a FRAUD A CON-ARTIST, an OPPORTUNIST, A CHARLATAN, and every other thing imaginable . . what you are NOT though is beyond help Edward.

Predator To Prey

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

In some way Edward is right. I am stalking him. He's gone from being the predator to the prey. And maybe it's not fair. Maybe it's not right, but with each passing day more and more people from his past that he has victimized step up and offer their experiences in dealing with him. make it so easy. All he has to do to end it all is talk but he wont with him it's about Pride is to some degree admirable, but at this point it's futile. He would rather go about ending this in the way he is attmepting and that end is going to land him in prison for the rest of his life if he continues . . I mean after all, it's on record that he's already discussed murdering me . . . ha ha I guess that's one way to handle it. It's not the simplest way, but it's a way. I mean come on this is a man who has said PUBLICLY that he's murdered 10 people and got away with it and is responsible for one mans suicide. GOd Edward, you truly are a Ninja aren't you?

Private to Edward John Soqueno Junsay . . .

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

My email said it all Ed. let's talk because it's easier than this stupid banter through anonymous comments when I know it's you.