Ne-Yo - Closer

Kanye West - Flashing Lights

them lights baby!!!

Madonna - Give It 2 Me

GIve it to me!!!!

Ur So Gay - Katy Perry

AND YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE BOYS . . . NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE NO YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE . . . BOYS!

Miley Cyrus - 7 Things - Official Music Video (HQ)

Yeah the seven things I hate about you are . . .

you lie

you cheated . . .

you conned . . .

you're short . . .

you had bad breath . . .

your friends . . .

your stupidity


other than that . . I loved you!!!

I Kissed A Girl . . . and I liked it . . alot . . a WHOLE WHOLE LOT!

okay, I lie but still . . .

 

 

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what, I'm used to
Just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

No, I don't even know your name
It doesn't matter
You're my experimental game
Just human nature
It's not what, good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

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Phuzzehlogik!

The Look of Exhaustion . . . and it ain't pretty

Posted By: Sean E. Melton


It has been a very long week filled with whirlwind excitement and fun. . . Ok That's a slight exaggeration. The week has been all but chaotic between balancing work and a social life this week has proven something of a chore. Up by 430 in the morning and not getting to sleep until 1 sometimes even two. This isn't like some I'm out partying all night sort of thing. This has pretty much been all work related. Folks coming in from Egypt and New Zealand Brazil and Vietnam. . . I hit the Aquarium of The Pacific twice saw four movies. Went to Knott's Berry Farm visited friends at various places throughout Southern California and worked. Seemingly nonstop. . . And yet everyone thinks I've got all this time to sit around and do nothing. Ha ha ha oh what they don't know.

Late Night Lounging. . . Continues. . .

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

A Role Model fo L.A.? Chicago

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

July 8, 2008 - Tuesday

A role model for L.A.? Chicago Current mood: amused Category: Life by Steve Lopez: A role model for L.A.? Chicago July 6, 2008 The sun cast golden light across the metropolis, flowers overflowed baskets hanging from every post, people by the thousands strolled through massive parks or sunbathed on sandy beaches, enjoying public spaces with little or no trash, graffiti or homeless encampments. This city's got pride, I thought while walking along the river under swaying cranes. It also has a clear sense that someone's in charge, ruling with an iron fist and rallying support for even greater imaginings. Unfortunately I was not in Los Angeles or even in California. I was vacationing in Chicago, the city that beat out L.A. last year in a bid to host the 2016 Summer Olympics. "I said from the beginning never count Richie out," L.A. Mayor Antonio Villaraigosa said of Chicago Mayor Richard Daley at the time. "This is a man who has no peer. . . ." By coincidence, Villaraigosa was in Chicago just before I was. I'd like to think he took a good look at the place and came home with a few ideas, but that was definitely not his main reason for being there. What was? You guessed it. Money. His pal Daley co-hosted a June 3 fundraiser, where, if recent fundraising excursions are any indication, Villaraigosa may have picked up a pile from slobbering mugs who have had, or will have, business before the city. But let's get back to Chicago. I can guess what some of you are thinking: "Hey, Lopez, you live in the Mediterranean clime of Southern California, which happens to sit on the Pacific Ocean, and you vacationed on the prairie, which only thaws out long enough for a brief, steamy summer that leaves everyone praying for snow?" Here's the deal: My wife had always wanted to take an old-fashioned Midwestern lake vacation, and we decided to squeeze in museums and other city stuff along with a trek through Michigan. So we landed in Chicago, where folks in museums, hotels, restaurants and shops seem to have formed some kind of a pact to be helpful, polite and welcoming. If we'd stayed more than three days, I would have had to start slapping people. Having been to Chicago before, I know that comparisons to L.A. -- which has its own infinite charms and frankly is a far more interesting place to live -- make for an apples and oranges game. Chicago was built on a different scale and in a different era, pedestrian-friendly and transit-heavy, and it's not chopped up into indifferent municipalities with competing interests. And to be fair, Chicago is no Emerald City, despite the presence of the yammering munchkins who run Tribune Co. While I spent most of my time in the showcase parts of town, murder was out of control on the South Side, corruption is never far removed from the inner workings and Daley has critics on everything from taxes to tact. But why does a city that's under ice half the year have a better system of bike lanes, not to mention a bike-riding mayor, while Villaraigosa has a deputy mayor for transportation who dopes around L.A. in his Hummer? Why has Chicago more aggressively improved full public access to lake and river, two of its greatest natural assets, while L.A. never gets anywhere with river development and didn't have the sense or leadership to build a western rail line all the way to the airport, let alone the beach, despite crippling traffic? Why was Daley able to take over all of his city's ailing schools while a beaten-back Villaraigosa, after promising something grand, had to settle for a measly few campuses? With a whole lot of help from his police chief, Villaraigosa has done reasonably well on cops and crime, and he's got a decent dream of making L.A. green, particularly at the port. But his self-induced loss of momentum, along with funding shortages and a City Council that never veers from its quest for mediocrity, have conspired to knock the shine off Antonio's Holy Card smile. Ron Kaye, the former L.A. Daily News editor, was born in Chicago and went to school there and, on a recent return visit, was struck by the same contrasts that were so obvious to me. "There always has been an establishment in Chicago that had a greater sense of purpose than just getting rich or self-aggrandizing, so you have great works that came about," Kaye said. Chicago has smarter corruption than L.A., Kaye said, because it's a strain of graft that gets things done rather than just lining pockets. For better and worse, the dictatorial Daley family has been unafraid to reward friends and punish enemies and has used its power to keep the machine in line all the way down to ward heelers and block captains. Don't get me wrong. I'm not advocating a system of corrupt machine politics for Los Angeles. But is it too much to ask for a mayor capable of both inspiring and muscling people to create a better city? In the absence of leadership, Kaye has embarked on the least rewarding of all L.A. challenges -- leading a public revolt. He's promoting a July 14 rally at City Hall for something that's being called the Saving L.A. Project. "The slogan is to take back Los Angeles, to demand a great city," he said. "There's a group of community activists who want great bike paths and great schools and want to live in a great city that's the equal of our climate." OK, I'm all for revolution. But at least for a while, couldn't we work out an exchange program in which we trade Villaraigosa for Daley and see what happens? source

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Phuzzehlogik!

Miller The Sea Lion

Posted By: Sean E. Melton


One of the sea lion's from the Aquarium of The Pacific. I've always been fascinated with sea lions and i recently found out that the Aquarium of the Pacific is now home to Miller one of the sea lions I used to work with back during the old Knott's Berry Farm days. He's old now about 26 and isn't in such great health but He's still swimming and is still just as obnoxious as ever from what I'm told.

The Weedy Sea Dragon

The weedy sea dragon. This animal is amazing because it pretty much just is. And that is incredible. It's a little ugly and yet at the same time amazingly beautiful for what it is and does. It's related to the Sea Horse yet looks so different from the sea horse. I wonder though what do they think?

A thought . . . On Jealousy

Jealousy is no more than feeling alone among smiling enemies - Elizabeth Bowen

A thought . . . On Jealousy

Jealousy is no more than feeling alone among smiling enemies - Elizabeth Bowen

A knee Jerk Reaction

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

The they between my legs.

A Picture Sean Melton

With A Mona LIsa Lisa

Posted By: Sean E. Melton

Me right now. In this moment

A tear for davik

Davik went home. A little girl with the smile on her heart. Long Beach the Cambodian community Chantha Bob and especially Hearts Without Borders should be proud of themselves for the help they gave that little girl. She'll go home with a better life and a heart with a smile on it.

Overwhelming Sadness. . .

Just hiding the sadness I feel. . . So just wake up and kiss the good life good bye. . .

Shave. . .

Ugh I need to shave. I hate shaving so I usually do it every other day but for one reason or another I forgot to shave yesterday and that my friends makes for a very annoyed and furry Sean. Bwhahaha hmmm.

Straight Up Like a Perm Ya heard?

You know I've come to the conclusiou that I am not ugly. Actually I'm pretty alright to look at. Sometimes I just look better than other times. Bwhahahaha hmmm I guess I got the camera phone that always makes me look good ha ha isn't that the premise of some fairy tale or something?

Armand Cachero

I think something happened to Armand. I'm not sure but I had a dream of him this afternoon but the dream was ambiguous in what it was saying. The dream wasn't some event from the past it was now. In the dream Armand and I were walking and talking but I couldn't hear or really interpret what was being said. Armand looked incredible like there was nothing wrong with him. Like his body wasn't being ravaged by some dad disease. I believe something happened because I never dream of Armand. Never. If I do It's because something has happened or will happen to him. I've tried to forget that He's ever existed. Unfortunately There's the underlying fact that so much of who I am was shaped by him. I don't want to consider the fact that he might have passed away. The fact is that It's a distinct possibility the he very well may have passed away. The sad fact is though that he brought the situation on himself. Armand if you are reading this and are in fact alive please let me know.

Waiting. . . Always Waiting

There are two kinds of people in One's life - people for whom one keeps waiting - and the people for whom one waits. - S. N. Behrman

There is no escaping it - man drags man down or man lifts man up. - booker t. Washington

A thought . . . On Getting Older

Growing old is no more than a bad habit which a busy man has no time to form. - Andre Maurois

The Meaning of a Trick

A trick. Usually a joke played on someone. Or some form of slight. Or a person who IS the trick. As in someone who was essentially used for sexual gratification. Robert was a trick and it was my assumption. My desire really that once tricked he would've gone the way of the dodo. You know faded back into the netherworld from whence he came. I thought he'd done just that faded away. Unfortunately sometimes they don't stay gone for very long. I'd gone well over a month without seeing Robert since we hooked up over Pride weekend. I mean it was a random thing never meant to be more than it was. But lately He's showing up at my places my haunts making himself known. I don't care for that too much. It's not like I hang out in the places he invades. Still It's annoying to see him in my places. I generally don't make it too much of a habit of speaking to my tricks. I don't see the necessity in it. Anonimity is part of the deal. You say hey. Fuck and move on. Right? Wrong. Apparently. Last week Robert shows up at Starbucks. Looks at me i post of wave or nod my head or something aknowledging that I see him and yes I do in fact recognize him and that mutual respect says to just leave what we did alone. Alks fine or I'd assumed until I get the text message. Yes I received the random message out of the blue wanting to know why I didn't have more to say to him. I wasn't quite sure what to say honestly. I mean was I supposed to tell him the truth. Uh sorry Robert I don't usually talk to my tricks outside the bedroom. That would've been a little to in your face real. So I simply said that I wasn't sure what to say. Besides you were with a friend. Thank you anonymous friend for being my scapegoat. Anyhow I go into my Starbucks and there is Robert with his Ex. But they aren't real ex's and during our last texting conversation I told him that I knew he was still with Chris or whatever his name is. And upon saying that he immediately ends the conversation. Fine by me. Anyhow !
this Morning there he is. I walk in an all I want to do is get my mango thingy some water and leave but no Robert wants to say hello and chat. It's all I can do not to blurt out that all he was was a trick and I've got no interest beyond fucking him. But no I say hello and do my thing and on my way out he looks at me with this guy sitting right there like I'm supposed to say goodbye or something I sort of laugh or chuckle or maybe it was gag on my own bile or something and leave without saying anything. That wasn't good enough because he immediately texts my phone and writes Are you mad at me you didn't say anything. I didn't respond. The moral of this story is kids if you started life as a trick stay a trick. Keep it simple. Keep it real. Why pretend There's a relationship there when there isn't one? We weren't friends to bein

A thought on the press

People who believe their own press are destined to become derailed. . .

A thought on Goodbye.

A man never knows how to say goodbye; a woman never knows when to say it. - Helen Rowland

The look of pain.

I can't undertane why whenever I take a picture of myself I always look so pained. Like i smell dog shit or something. I wonder to myself. Do I really look like this?

His Daily Constitutional.

There is this guy. He's super cute. I mean not like model hot just really attractive. Nice to look at mexican I think. Probably gay from his sense of style. I see him every day at Starbucks. And every day I look at him and am all impressed with him and just how he is. Except now. I found out what he does every morning when he goes into Starbucks. Let's put it this way. . . There's something smelling pretty rotten in denmark.

The Shades That Make The Hot

It's funny how sun glasses can make just about everyone look deceptively hot. . . Like they really got it going on. Until they take them off. Bwha ha ha ha ha hmmm. Then when the sun glasses come off the person is usually pretty mediocre and the sex appeal pretty much just leads to one gigantic let down. Eh oh well. NEXT!!!

No really. . . Failed?

Well duh you think it failed?

More adventures of ignorant police

Here's the question you should ask Ryan, does that hands free law pertain to the cops too? because if it does someone offer to let the police in Long Beach know. I just saw a cop holding his phone driving down the street.